i think the reason why people pay more attention in lang arts class, is because we all respect ms choo.

we not only like ms choo, we respect her. ALL of us admits that, she's very respectable. and i love her as my lang arts teacher!

the reason is why many people dont pay attention in mrs lee's class is that she hasn't gained our respect. lots of people, not just cheng mun, christine rachel ang rachel goh and I don't pay attention. many others too. just that mrs lee doesn't realise it, what a pity.

the thing i so hate about mrs lee is that she beats around the bush and takes us on a guilt trip. when ms choo is angry, she either controls it or loses it and tells us to shut up or get out. something like that. and after awhile she's fine.

mrs lee? oh god, dont get me started. she makes us feel so guilty, the problem is we dont. she say everytime we're talking she refers to us as the "back row". and there are good students who aren't talking sitting at the back row. and she says we've brought the whole row down. yeah right! those who weren't talking knew obviously they weren't the ones getting scolding. and mrs lee keeps hinting its us that everybody knows, not just the back row. and says she does this so that we wont be embarrassed. oh whatever, i'd rather she call out our names.

and today she kept stressing the words "WHAT I'VE PROMISED" she gave us the zuo wen title and said "zhe shi wo da ying ni men de" that is totally redundant. really, it sounds odd with the zhe shi wo da ying ni men de. because she wants us to know what she promises, she does. but we dont.

i wish she'd stop with all the bullshitting. but yes, i have decided to change for the better. although she's being a nasty person. but she is pretty good at times, ya know. and so is my maid now.

she's angry because i wanted to eat green bean soup and i asked for less dinner. she said cannot and crapped out some shit like "your mummy and me plan out all already. you cannot have snack because you come home late" and blah blah blah. then i said "i just said i wanted less dinner" and then she say "CANNOT! your mummy and i planned already" i said "she didn't plan and say that i cannot have less dinner" and walked away. that pissed her off.

and then when i said i'd bathe when i come back from tuition, she became angrier. you know she's been working in here for too many years, she takes herself as the boss of the house. like she's my mum, it's her house. she forgot, she's here TO WORK.

napfa was amazing today! a lot of emotion strain on rachel goh and I. because i couldn't do my sit and reach, i failed and i cried. and after that i retook five times to get a C. at least its a C. i got a B for incline pull-up. i was SO mad. the teacher kept telling me that i cannot use one hand to support my body, and wasted so much of my time talking to me, i got so mad i just banged back down on the floor and left.

but i got 220cm for STANDING BROAD JUMP! WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. went to waffle town with christine, rachel goh, yolanda and esther. without belinda being our mother. feels.. well un-motherly.

and mrs lee talks to us as if we're you know.. we have nothing good in us. those who pay attention in class may not exactly have the best characters or be the best pupils! i think she likes the stereotype nerds, really, i do. well what can i say, she was a nerd when she was young!

cheng mun and I agreed that we didn't like mrs lee. but im fine with her sometimes. and i signed up for the stanford course! a few guys from stanford university in america are flying over to teach us. its $1300 but with subsidy its $600. not bad! quite cheap, really. considering that it's FOURTY hours. i hope my application is succesful! please, please, please!

i shan't complain anymore. i sound like a complain queen! but i would like to thank god, that i have this sudden awakening to well. do better and be a better student!