mrs lee is complaining to my mum
that i dont hand up homework at all
and all the subject teachers are complaining.
wow, how great.

i mean normally i would say, "they're not giving me enough time to change"

but now, after thinking, its me. all my fault.

i've been given so many opportunities. since young. not to copy answers, to stop slacking. and it never works although i've been bitten more than twice. not "once bitten twice shy" its "always bitten never shy" and i dont know what to do!

i am determined to change. and time will tell it all. im not proving others wrong, im proving nobody wrong. im just working hard to do myself proud. and not let mummy down. i seriously will pray tonight, pray hard in fact, that i will stop slacking, like i am now.

oh my god, i feel so messed up.