this week has been a pretty hard week. a lot of dramatic changes. i am FINALLY starting to pay attention in class. after a really long time of slacking.

i got 35/50 for physics! should i say yay or boo? i think its a yay. i dont think im average or above, although i hope so, but at least i tried my best. its a good thing, yeah. waiting to receive lang arts test back, i really dont wanna do too badly. *crosses fingers* and im not last in class for geog anymore! im like 3rd last! WHICH IS GOOD, OKAY. i mean christine was like laughing and saying "well you got a 3/10 and dint you say "haha, i dont care?" "

the fact is i do care, i went home feeling terrible. i didn't cry. but because of that 3/10 i felt terrible for ONE whole week. i just didn't show it. at all. i mean you cant expect me to burst into tears or show a sad face all the time, right? im not putting on a strong front. just well, live and let die, ya know?

but i shall work hard!i really dont wanna be kicked to another class.
merged with 4GR for the haunted house. yunru wasn't quite happy with the idea.
she said she didn't mind the idea but "where we find the time, and is they not enough people lo"

that clearly showed that she minded the idea! she was even "actually.. im the leader.. so if want to merge or not also my decision leh" HUH? how could anyone appoint herself as the leader? i mean yes, she DID come up with the idea. but she's not the leader! we're just working together.

yunru doesn't know it, but i can tell she's very against the merging idea, and i dont know why.

had a french test today. i didn't study. i didn't know half of the questions. actually more than half. i only knew TWO. wow, amazing aint it.

saturday was FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! went out with t-bones seniors, wenyuan and leanna to the indoor stadium to watch some syf military band.

the trip there was so funny. janine was being uber lame. im glad im not as lame as her:D:D, or am i? i got stuck behind the bus doors! OUCH. and my bag got caught in between the machine. *embarrassed* my head knocked into cheese fries. LOL wenyuan and i acted gay half the time. but its okay :D:D:D

THE MOMENT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR HAS ARRIVED. BRITAIN'S GOT TALENT STARTED LAST SATURDAY! IT WAS AMAZING! especially with ANT AND DEC! i loved it! ITS BETTER THAN BRITAIN'S GOT TALENT 1. favourites were andrew johnson, craig harper, gin the dog and scala. and DONALD! oh how can i forget Deaf Donald! everybody should watch the magnificent, magnificent show! WHOOOOOOOOTS.

im finally not the "emo" anymore. ANTI AMERICAN-EMO HERO, MAN.