actually i realised, im getting happier and happier since that terrible week.

i would describe my mood then as 70% sad. 30% is happy cause i'm alive, i have god, i have my family and blah blah blah. that 30% won't go away :D

then it got to 40%.. and now its 10%! 10% cause im addicted to the comp and i cant finish my work.


YAYYYYY.