its intriguing how two people under the same circumstances can turn out differently.

i do not wish to state the person, because she said "if anything goes beyond this conversation. im going to be very mean"

she isn't friend or foe. but she is one person i would like to help.

we've both had terrible times. we've both been bullied in school terribly. we've had terrible times at home.

she's become a very mean person who loves to hurt people. a very critical and closed up person.

and i've become a very happy person who is very optimistic about life itself. a quite critical but very open person.

why have we turned out differently? its a question that's dwelling on my mind, currently. why?

i want to help her. as far as im concerned. im an extremely happy person. i've had a terrible time in primary school. as well as a fab time. but i choose to remember the fab times. of course, i remember the terrible times, but why let it bug me for life? if i let every sad thing bug me, i would become a very bitter person. like she is.

she has this mindset of protecting herself and inflicting hurt on others, like how she's experienced it. i have this mindset of making everybody happy. consoling, guiding, whatever. everybody should be happy and get on with their lives.

and i think its time she got on with her life. and i hope so.