mrs lee scolded me today. again. she sucks. well actually by saying that i seem immature, but the thing is, the statement she made AGAIN was to like slap me down.
"peiyi, not that I want to pick on you. but why is it always you? whenever somebody doesn't hand up the form, its always you.. you're always one of the last people to hand it up"
but something she didn't realise was that for the past week, I HAVE GOTTEN INTO NO TROUBLE. I PAID ATTENTION IN EVERY CLASS. and i daresay that i have been A GOOD student. and she didn't realise it. why? perhaps... BECAUSE SHE WAS SIMPLY TOO BUSY TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
she doesn't care what i do right, its what i've done wrong and she immediately spots it. she makes no effort to look out on what i've improved on.
it was really unfair to me, a student who has been struggling to improve. she also said "ni men xi huan jiu biao xian hen hao, bu xi huan jiu bu ting ke, shi ma?" she makes us sound like kids!
the thing is, we're trying so hard to improve. and when we finally so succeed in improving, performance goes up. but we're not used to being a good student all the time and being what we weren't for 6 years in primary school. so when we get a little complacent and forget that we have to maintain, it goes down. when it goes down, we wake up and then the whole cycle repeats.
but for the past few weeks, i have been improving bit by bit, in case mrs lee was too busy to realise!
i bet this is what mrs lee is going to say tomorrow for the parent teacher dialogue thing
"Cheryl is a very distracted girl who often doesn't pay attention in class. Not only does she not pay attention in class, she also disturbs other students. There have been many a time where cheryl does not pass up her homework and she is always full of excuses. This is not only an opinion from me, but from other teachers as well. She has not been consistent and is also not doing very well in class. If she continues like this, she will soon go downhill.." blahblahblah something like that eh.
another thing she doesn't realise is that im not a nerd. im very active in class activities, i was very active in the spirit of the class competition. i also took part in the 4x100m for sports day. i am very active in my CCA, and im very outspoken. i voice out my opinions blahblahblah. that's the part she doesn't realise.
she thinks the attentive students have the best characters. she thinks they have a bright future, they're mature and they're nice people. but FOR HER INFORMATION, if she would take a look "backstage" she will actually see its the people who aren't doing very well in class being the more outspoken and lively bunch. the non-nerdy bunch. the ones who are mostly mature. if only she could take a look backstage.
cho ling is an example. she's one of the top in class, but she's a backstabber. the tops of the class are mostly quiet and dont contribute. mostly the people who dont like PE and gym and dance class. the ones who bring the class together are the noisier ones. the ones she define as "bad".
like christine, she was the one that created the class blog! we were the ones that did the mascot. i was "the voice" for the spirit of the class competition. our haunted house earned lots of money and was really good. for sports day you dont see cho ling running, do you?
but of course, there are many tops in class who are really nice people. just to name a few.
wont talk much about that, i just PRAY and HOPE that ms choo would be the one talking. because i know she knows that im not that bad. i will still try to improve and let mrs lee have a better opinion of me :D
change topic! cant stand mrs lee.
kym said that she would ask her sister lynn so write me a letter! WHOOOOOHOOOOO! her sis is sososo pretty:D:D:D
i think emily, the character of emily from emerald hill, is a lady worthy of respect. her actions and reactions are due to the hurt she's received as a child. and she truly loves richard. she wants the best for richard. she doesn't want him to be hurt like she was. and thus she smothers him. she is a very strong lady. the last period was CE and ms choo touched on the life topics emily of emerald hill covered. making me very in a "thinking mood", basically.
i love ms choo! and im gonna do a horrible thing. in the acknowledgements of the written report, im gonna say "We would also like to thank ms choo for guiding us and giving us a lot of help" when actually, we are under mrs lee. so when mrs lee reads it, imagine how she'll feel! like "oh im their teacher but they thanked another teacher" but she cant get angry because people would think she's petty. she cant scold us, she cant tell us to add her name! ahaha, that'll put her in a fix. but its terribly mean, i shouldn't even be doing it! but i feel extremely upset with mrs lee. but this is so mean.
ate lunch with bs teacher huimin laoshi. was nice. told her about mrs lee lol. i seem to be telling everybody eh!