my mum's gone fucking bonkers.
over my geography.
i wouldn't say FUCK HER like what i used to say, because that is wrong.

but she's gone bonkers. since i dont know when. but yes, she is.

i realise me tuition mate, matthew. HAS A GIRLFRIEND! that is so ah beng, i cant stand it. nah, no him. but his "ah beng-ness!"

im terribly upset in school. i've been kicked around like freaking shit. the "odd-one out". the one "pushing through the corners".

its a long, sucky story. but i feel bloody upset 'bout it. in case EVERYBODY was too busy to realise.

i mean why am i always the one being left out?
why am i always the one with no group?
why am i always the one being stuck alone?
why am i always the one following people?
why am i always the one squeezing through the corners just to fit?
why dont they wanna talk to me much?
why do they tend to leave me out?

i feel like a loser. i hate being alone, yes i admit that.

happy time!

i think a life one leads as a christian is very different compared to a non-christian. i hope this isn't offensive, but yeah.

because god gives me strength, heals my pain, shows me my way. "my strength is in you, lord. my hope is in you, lord. my life is in you, lord. in you, its in you"

yeah i sang that song. pretty good one. sang it during combined worship between the english and chinese sessions.

my bro was the drummer! dam, he was pro. like at 9.00am, some guy just approached him and asked him to be the drummer, then without rehearsing or practising, he just went and played. the english session girls infront of me were like signalling that the drummer was good. which was my bro!

i must admit, he's bloody brill!

and i think eunice is lovely :D:D