reading yesterday's post. i realised that it was just wrong.

i started off my post calling my mum "fucking bonkers" and then went on to the "why" part and the whole self-denial scene. before touching on.... religion? it is so wrong. cursing, self-denial and... god? ah just wrong, i dont really wanna swear much, i know its wrong.

and i shant bitch about mrs lee, christians shouldn't bitch eh.

today during assembly, we went to the LT. for once! or my butt will ache all the way through in the shaw hall.

so mrs fernandez was bored, she just played some song called "bicycle". then she moved on to "queen- we are the champions" we all started waving our hands in the air. i think it started with 1GY or something. yeah, then she played "we will rock you"

some of us stomped our foots and clapped. you know that whole thang? yeah, but some un-enthu peeps dint really do much but just sat on their chair and wonder "why are we doing this?"

so mrs fern said something like "its not often where i let you all have some fun!" yeah something like that. yeah, i agree. i wonder why I WAS THE ONLY PERSON IN SY STOMPING AND CLAPPING. argh, isn't it fun to join in and be "wild" when the teacher allows it.

mr teo dint let us finish watching "the core". he didn't even let us watch! and he dismissed us 10mins early. so we went home 10 mins early. and i went to piano class 10 mins early. i sat on this special special bus, with some television inside the wall or something. DARN COOL.

had french oral! was.. pretty fine. worse than i expected, tho.

during break, i stayed in class. then madame pang said, "so cheryl.. going to study hard for the test ya?" and i nodded my head enthusiastically and said "yeah i hope i pass" then she said "you'll definitely pass, dont need to be so scared!"

i feel pressurized. to do well. and i haven't been studying. oh god, what have i gotten myself into!

been watching MR and MR, a part where stephen mulham interviews ant and dec. so cool!

cheng mun's weird. i cant exactly figure out what's up with her. but i think her violence has got a reason.

i realise im pretty much a happy person. besides the loads of rubbish i complain everyday.

and i realise im getting further away from god. the gap is wider. i haven't been praying wholeheartedly. just praying just for the sake of not feeling guilty.

i wish i'd become a peer leader! its pretty fun ain't it! and i hope i can make a good one!