still trying to print an obsession book. with all my obsessions. i have like i dont know how many thousands of pictures. until i switched computers, and my dad thought that those weren't important. didn't backup.



and now those pictures are like no longer on any forums! ack!!



yesterday i prayed hard. the sermon topic in church on sunday suited me PERFECTLY. it described me perfectly.

and after that sermon, i came out a much happier person. im not longer that affected. is this another miracle by god or just coincidence? of course god's work that somehow the sermon enlightened me.

im a much happier person, now. although i feel that i've lost something. have i lost that something called.. fun? am i still fun? i don't know. but nevermind, i feel much better!