today i was, ONCE AGAIN, picked on by mrs lee.

the first part, i admit, was my fault.

christine sent me a note on her book, saying something like "I hate Mrs. Lee, and that's THAT" so i was replying halfway when suddenly, mrs lee said in chinese for me to come over with that book i was writing on. of course i cant show her! so when she looked away, i immediately changed books to my notebook and flipped to the page where i wrote my french test topics.

then i went up to her, she looked at the things i wrote. she said in chinese what was i writing just now. i said my french topics. then she saw the word "I'm gonna QUIT! Q.U.I.T!" then she asked me what was i quitting. then i said 3rd lang.

then i dont know why but she got very angry and asked me why was i quitting french. it isn't even her problem! i wanna quit means i wanna quit! why is she scolding me for quitting french when ziying quit 2 months ago?!!?

and when i wrote "I'm gonna QUIT! Q.U.I.T" its just a form of expression. like shit im dead, the french test is next week. i better study hard or i have to quit thing. i would never in this month quit french! currently, i love french! maybe next month i wont but who cares, now i do! she mistook the whole thing and partly my fault cause i couldn't explain to her in chinese. i kept stuttering and stammering because i didn't know how to explain in CHINESE. its difficult to explain IN CHINESE.

then she said in chinese again even if i dont quit im carrying the "whatever, im forced to" attitude to take french. no, im not! im not being forced to take french! in fact, I LOVE FRENCH! im not taking french lightly, and that is why i studied for the french oral, okay. and she saw the word "jouer de, faire de, aller" the verbs i wrote. and she said "jouer ni bu dong ma?" which means "you dont know the verb jouer?" and then i didn't know what to say, frankly. NO, I DONT KNOW. SO? what's her problem? that's why im going to study for the test! what, you mean if i dont know the verb jouer i'll get killed? im trying to learn, okay?!?! so cut me some slack aye.

and then she even claimed she knows french. whatever! i mean even if i wanna quit french, it has nothing got to do with her. why is she even angry about my "attitude" towards french which even that is untrue!

and then the second time she called me up to return me my confiscated book, she was lecturing me. i dont mind, i admit, i was wrong in writing other stuff in class. but then! she had to pick on me and say "wei shen me wo gen ni jiang hua shi ni zong shi dong zhe ge dong na ge, dong ni de tou fa" which means "why do you like touching this and that, and your hair when im talking to you"

WHAT THE FUCK. is it her problem i like to touch my hair when she's talking to me? I'M NERVOUS. so leave me alone! so are you gonna ask a person who is borned with speech defect "why do you keep stuttering?" or a retarded person "why dont you know what's 8+10?" of course not! its my habit! i dont think its a "defect" in any way.

why is she going all the way to pick on me? doesn't she know that people like belinda and esther and yuki talk so much in class? so what if they get the grades. didn't she say that grades aren't important? why doesn't she pick on them, but why me?!?! it is SO unfair. especially the touch hair part. and what has my 3rd lang got to do with her. its like asking "why did you fail your piano exam? you shouldn't take piano lightly" or something like that, just a more exaggerated example.

she's giving me such a hard time, and that's why i hate her. eunice says "have you ever thought that you're actually in the wrong?"

she's so outdated. i know im in the wrong! that stage is over, the whole "yes, sorry mrs lee im wrong" part. i didn't say i wasn't wrong, but by going all out to pick on me is WRONG. a teacher shouldn't be giving a student such a hard time!

then why even give my parents good comments when she still picks on me? SUCKER.

sod mrs lee again, today in 3rd lang. joelle actually asked what's my name! how could she forget! so i said "darryl." everybody stared at me. but belinda joined in the "act" and said "yah!" and i said "D. A. R. R. Y. L" and joelle said "oh, i thought it was always cheryl!"

hahaha i fooled her. she stayed in canada for i dont know how many years, six or seven? or is it eight? but its SO COOOOOOOOOOOL!

oh god, gotta stard my geog revision.
ciao.