well what i've written about christians yesterday was partially crap. so nevermind.

i finally have gmail! cheng mun asked me to chat with her through gmail. so i had to add gmail.

and since cheng mun loves saying "doot! dodo" i created a new word to use to insult her. i said "poot! popo"

so she's popo and im dodo! HA. beat that, cheng mun. "bye popo" LOL

i bet christine has been sms-ing rachel goh and belinda loads. and i haven't received a single sms from anyone of them.

yes, im very sensitive. i admit that. when i was sick for 3 days, i didn't receive any smses saying "are you okay cheryl?" or "are you feeling better?"

from NONE of them. even nat teo, mow, mary and jodie bothered to ask me through the class blog! and they dont? really, i dont know why i've been so sensitive but its true. they barely care about me.

if i were to be missing from school next thursday nobody will ask. except cheng mun, molly, ada, and the people who actually care. they haven't smsed me for 6 days. and i only receive an sms from them like once in two weeks occasionally. oh wow, what good friends i have. who dunk the shit out of me and call me a pervert.

at first, i dint mind being called a pervert. after awhile it just isn't fun anymore! i mean,occasionally. its fine. but i dont wanna be called a pervert everyday at everything i do. that im not allowed to put my hand on their shoulders, i cant touch their jackets. and blahblah.

i do laugh it off, but come to think of it. its not very funny.i really think they're cunts. because they're treating me like that.

and i bet if i ever show eunice the ant and dec book which i had, she would say "ee, why you like them. so disgusting". or something, ya know. its in her nature to be mean, isn't it molly?