yesterday was just one of the shit days, really. where the group and eunice all treated me like crap.

i forgot to sign a form, so i was just filling in the details in the form, hoping that mrs lee would allow me to pass up without signing. eunice turned around and said "you're gonna forge right"

i did feel a little insulted by her comment, so i said "i never do forge" and its true. i may look like a typical bad student, but there's one thing i would never do. that is to forge. i'd rather get into trouble than forge. had to believe innit?

yeah, then eunice said a comment that REALLY pissed me off. "its actually no use since your reputation already tarnished at the start of the year" for fuck's sake, what was that comment for?

here i am, being a good student. and there she is, trying to insult me. and she gave me many obvious hints in the morning like "you shouldn't write on your leg because your handwriting is quite ugly"

what a HUUUUUGE ego she has man. is her handwriting very nice? she seems to stereotype stuff. that is the stereotype handwriting people should have, that is the stereotype behaviour people should have.

the reason why she hates people in sy is because they are unlike her! they are not in her stereotype! we're different. not stereotype-d people, ya know.

and the group treated me like crap again. shan't elaborate on that.

today was fun! the supposedly boring module i was given was actually VERY interesting.

i was in the math room by 7.50pm. waiting for the module to start, but the teachers hadn't arrived yet. then the door opened and i saw this few sec 3 students. they stepped in and said "oh wow, im here to answer my burning question." and that "here to answer my burning question" part was quoted from the module description. "anwers to all your burning questions" LOL.

but the module was great, really! although nobody from SY was put in that course. so i sat next to this vietnamese scholar. who could multi-task really well. she was drawing, when the teacher was speaking. so i doubt that she was listening. but suddenly, she raised up her hand, stopped drawing, and asked a topic related question! so she was actually listening very carefully and drawing at the same time. and then i was playing a pen game with myself, she all of a sudden stopped drawing again and said "you are very good at it"! wow, three things at one time. drawing, listening, and spying on me:S:S LOL.

i learnt a lot from the course. and after the module, i met cheng mun in the canteen. we wanted to go to the comp lab to do the e-learning together, but the comp lab was locked! so we went home in the end. WENT HOMMME! but in the end we ended up in macs.

shared a mcwings meal. it ROCKKKKED. talked about me stepmum and family. talked about world-related topics. something i had always wanted to talk about to the group but never really got the chance because none of them bothered!

then at the end of our meal, cheng mun went to put the tray back, and asked me not to run off. like i did the last time. but HA. while she walked off, i immediately got my bag and ran off. just to be blocked by a few occupied tables and chair. so i knocked into one lady on the chair. i immediately said "SORRY! SORRY!" and then that bunch of adults smiled at me :D:D

then while i was about to continue running and leave cheng mun behind, i dropped the contents in my file! while bending down to pick them up, i knocked into the guy this time! i again said "SORRY! SORRY!" and gave them a meek smile. they thought i was well-mannered. and gave a big smile at me :D:D

it feels good to be a good person. when i got off the bus with this primary school mcs girl, she was crossing the road with me. then all of a sudden, she waved at the bus-driver in the bus stopping at the trafficlight! and the busdriver waved back at her. and i waved at him, too! felt pretty good.

on the way up the stairs, so the indian neighbours whom i dont really say "hello" to. but this time i did, and even started a conversation :D:D

she was pretty please. entered my room being very happy to be a good person! :D:D