oh god. today is just another of those TERRIBLE days.

i find myself in a very unfamiliar situation. i'm skipping french. so that's why i'm home. okay that's besides the point. normally, i would be actually going "am i going to go for 3rd lang? fine, yes" and then "should i... but..." "yes, i will" "i don't think so.." but in the end i'll go.

now it's, "shall i skip french? yesyesyes!" and then it's the other way round. i try to tell myself i shouldn't, but it's just reverse psychology. i'm actually 'pretending' to try. i'm not even trying not to skip french, it's just an excuse to make myself feel better.

today, i'm going to try to use a softer approach and convince my mum to let me quit french. for the THIRD time. i hope all goes well, really.

and alyssa is just freaking pissed with me. so tomorrow i need to pay $10 for the band fund, instead of $5.

it was actually some sort of miscommunication. i DID look for janine. and when i wanted to pass her the money, i realised that if i passed her the money, i would have nothing for recess and lunch. so i asked if she could pay for me. and then i didn't actually hear exactly what she was saying, so i assumed it was a yes and walked off. in actual fact, she asked me to go and see alyssa!

so i didn't. and alyssa was dam pissed. using words like "bullshit" and stuff. oops, so i ought to pay $10 anw.

molly and I are signined up for the Great Eastern 5km run thing. and we're trying to convince Kiran. she should run! Yolanda, Huifen, Natalie and more are signing up already. i think it'll be fun. although i'm not very fit.

well, if i were to go to french on monday. i would take valerie or yuki's car. so at least i won't sweat like mad.

one thing that cheered me up today was when i was on thecommitted.net, i read this article about shane. he says Nicole is like an eight year old in a two year old's body. she even refuses to call her Daddy. she would be like "Shane, listen to me!" and shane would say "My name is Daddy!"

funny. and cute. haha. so okay, i'm gonna start on my work now. sigh.