hmmm, how should i describe how i felt when i received my bio paper? YAY!

35/50, i went nuts. yay it's a 70%. i thought i deserved it, i was well-prepared, i studied hard. EIGHT HOURS!

and then to realise that more than half the class got above 40, i just thought to myself, yet another disappointment. it seems to be disappointment after disappointment. when i don't work hard, i obviously don't do well. when i work hard, the rest work hard-er. and so i still end up at the bottom.

when oh when will i learn to be kiasu and work oh so hard? i'm so pissed by the fact that i got one of the lowest in class even with studying! but nevermind about that.

i hope mr tee will keep to his word and the band room would be open in the mornings so i can go and practice! *fingers crossed*. i really need to be EXTREMELY sure that big fun doesn't go wrong and my lips don't get tired. and i must have much better articulation/tonguing/pitching. blue ridge,too.

I'm well crazy over Nicky Byrne. Even he calls himself nicky, so it's not an act cute nickname people give to him. He rarely says nicholas. and he speaks a lil' tad bit of french!:D

And my msn display name is "What a lovely way to byrne" which is actually what a lovely way to burn. it's taken from the song "fever" by i have no idea who but a pretty good cover is done by michael buble though, although it doesn't even come close to the original. that song's talking about how hot a certain chic is, and that guy goes head over heels. like "you give me fever. fever in the morning, fever all through the night"

so i guess it matches eh?

Nicholas Bernard Adam James Byrne, what a long name!! and i recently started getting active back on the westlife official forum. the people there are nice, so i decided to join in again. it's been one day, and i've had 41 posts. there's like this mad person who has 300 000+ posts or something!

I realised fear of rejection can actually engulf a person. Not referring to me, of course:D:D