i'm still feeling the adrenaline from yesterday!
OMGOMGOMGOMG, jbf is the best thing ever!

i can't believe i didn't screw it up much! i was panicking before the performance, even thinking of asking leanne to exchange parts with me at barbara ann.

AND I DID IT!!!! and nothing even comes close to that feeling. nothing. omg i sound like dwayne johnson in "The Gameplan" where he says "Nothing is more important. Nothing" or something like that. all hail the great dwayne johnson.

thank god all went well. i just keep humming the tunes, as well as imagining the positions. i just hope the soli was good. i was playing blue ridge halfway, and i looked out at the corner of my eye and i was that the soli was 10 bars away, my heart skipped a beat and i stopped playing for half a bar before continuing.

i was thinking to myself halfway through beyond the highlands, "cheryl this is the first song. it's already so long. how are you going to get through barbara ann?" and it just kept repeating in my mind.

but somehow whenever mr desouza gave the trombone section that look, the "it's your melody, play louder!" it somehow gives me the i-have-no-idea-what to play louder. that confidence. so i did. and thank god i did.

MWAAHAHAH! i'm forcing wy to send me the beyond the highlands recording. it's halfway through right now. kaijun's passing me the disc tomorrow. can't wait!!

WHOOOO!