okay i've decided that i don't dread going into senior band. wait lemme think, i probably do. but that post was just too emo-ish. and no, i'm not emoing a single bit.

okay so what if i have more than i-have-no-idea-how-many-cause-there's-so-many seniors who hate me, i've still got my section who don't hate me:D and i've got the french horn section. oh wait, corrected, not the french horn section, the french horn JUNIORS. and i've got like more people who don't hate me. among the juniors.

so i don't care if the seniors hate me anymore. well actually i do, but i can't be bothered right now. but it's gonna be hard shutting up and not being clumsy in band. which is practically not being me, but yes, i will live it though with positivity. or whatever you call it, optimism. whatever.(that's a reason why i'm not going to get into 2sy next year)

but i figured out i really wanna get into 2sy, and 3 sy and so on. cause i'm gonna prove to that fucking ugly bimbo wannabe that i'm not an idiot. although i am, i shall work really hard to get into 2sy. and here i am, blogging everyday. going on the westlife forum, going to youtube. oh i have 5 videos! and 4 subscribers! unknown people.

but yeah, so i would love senior band cause i love my section:P