damn, see why've i been posting so much in one day. THIS IS THE THIRD POST. i'm super uber bored.

i've been talking to leanne. and i'm so super pissed. well not pissed. it's annoyed. i used to be ego about how good i am at music. okay, fine, VERY EGO. now, i'm like, exactly which part of music am i good at? and i don't know. i don't see any part. i pick up things fast. but that's not called being good at music. and i'm being honest. picking things up fast is just about brain capacity and whatever. not musically talented. or whatever.

SO I NEED TO BUCK UP.
yes.
i've decided i do want to make it to SOTA, or something if i can. i don't know if this is after band camp HIGHNESS, or is it spur of the moment thing, or am i dead serious about it. but i know i'm dead, dead, dead serious about wanting to learn the saxophone.

back to watch my hongkong drama:D