i'm so sorry dorcas got 234 for psle. and as selfish as it may seem, sad for myself too. i'm too selfish. but it's true. i realise it's all about me. I don't want her to go to an ah lian school. I don't want her to put too much stress on herself. I know she can do well. I think she's working hard. I want her to come to SCGS. oh well.. now she's going back to pl secondary. i have no idea how things'll turn out like. hope for the best.
I HAVE JUST REALISED THE DAY I'M GOING TO LAOS FOR THE MISSION TRIP IS THE DAY OF THE X FACTOR FINAL. sheeesh. unlucky me.

and i finally have an ambition! thanks to leanne. I WANT TO BE A BAND CONDUCTOR OR TROMBONE TUTOR. i did want to learn how to play the saxophone. i was so dead serious about it, i just smsed desouza. but he said it affects my embouchure greatly. dammit, i'm never going to learn the saxophone. lucky leanne who gets to learn the flute, i can't learn the sax. the sax is amazing, i've always wanted to play it since i was a kid when my mum bought the Kenny G CD and the 'Dying Young' soundtrack with that awesome sax song. and then i've just heard 'nothing's gonna change my love for you' on the sax, it is amazing.

why did i go to the trombone section? because that's what my mind told me to do lol. and i don't regret it duh. desouza almost assigned me to the percussion section i still remember and i went 'huh..' and he said 'okay then which section do you want to go to' then i pointed at the trombone section and said 'uhhh.. trombone' some spur of the moment thing my mind told me was right to do.

average salary =2.5k-12k. depending on ability. i mean, if i were to be just average, i would be earning $5000-$6000. THAT IS GOOD! like i mean, most people who actually wanna follow their 'heart' realise that their dream job doesn't give them much money. $5000-6000 is enough for me, and i'll be happy. happy and able to support myself. awesome.

that's settled. i can't believe i'm thinking about ambitions lol.