i've only got one thing to say: I LOVE BAND CAMP!

yep, that's it. like many things happened, mostly bad but it all turned on the second night. and basically i feel much better now, after tons and tons of talking. so i've things to improve on, i get that.
1. FOCUS.
i know i'm slow, that's bad enough.BUT i need to focus. i can't look down at the ground and be doing my own stuff and listening to brando talk at the same time. FOCUS. and i can't think of too many things at the same time. FOCUS.
2. SELF-CONTROL.
no talking anymore. no more laughing randomnly during band prac. don't talk back to brando/de souza, although it's a habit. don't keep staring at the ground although i'm listening. LOOK UP. don't talk, seriously. SELF-CONTROL.
3. BEHAVE
get back that good impression people used to have of me. from what it is right now, which is terrible. AND BE POLITE.


YES SO I'VE GOT THAT! and yep, that's what i learned during band camp. oh and that sleeping bags are comfy if you're in a freezing cold hall. and that i need to learn how to bathe faster.

I'M PLAYING THE BASS TROMBONE! that's one thing i got. WHOOOOOOOO! okay i shan't complain and be like, 'shit lah, so i'm always playing 3rd trombone. so boring' well i was like that on the first day. well the first time i heard i was gonna play the bass trombone i went 'huh? WHAT.' i like the bass trombone, but i hate the fact that it's so freaking old.

i've changed 4 instruments in a year. out of them 4, 3 of them were super uber old. i got one of the oldest instruments at the start of the year, it spoiled. i got the OLDEST instrument. then changed to Wenhui's instrument, WHICH IS AMAZING. but the slide is so yuckyyy. i probably just don't know how to oil slides. and then now i get a bass trombone, which the thing above the bell is so scratched, IT LOOKS LIKE IT'S A CHINESE FOREST PATTERN! those branches, and flowers and stuff.

but i love playing the bass trombone:D better than the tenor ones.

i'm not exhausted at all. and i have no idea what to do either. oh well.