okay i didn't elaborate on band camp since i was so freaking tired! well it was just the adrenaline that put me through, and then it died off and i was back to deluding myself that i was super hyper. when in fact i just slept for 2 hours. well it's a long time for me, i don't sleep in the afternoons/mornings/evenings/early night, whatever, lol.



i know what i love about this band camp. i know exactly what i love about it. and that's rare okay! i'm not indecisive, i'm so decisive, but i just don't know what i want. cause i don't even think! nevermind, moving on.



i think it's how the trombone section bonded. and how i'm determined to improve and constantly reflect on myself. i realise i lose my mind so easily. literally, like i don't even think when i'm doing stuff. wenhui told me she asked me to stop skipping and i just said wait and continued laughing and skipping.and janine tells me how i always ignore when she calls me to shut up. it's not selective hearing! i don't even realise it. i probably have ADHD and i just don't know it.

and i'm so sure that the trombone section can go back to being the first. work hard and stuff. instead of playing games for section bonding, we really screwed up. like leanne and i were so self-absorbed. so i've learnt another thing, to be less self-absorbed!

yeah but we made up by talking till 1am, better than playing games. much better. it's good to just talk things out and know what each other has in mind. i think that's the way the section truly bonds.

so yep, TROMBONE SECTION RULES! and we're gonna be number one again:D