gah and i don't know why i'm so upset.

i'm still bothered by the fact he calls me a betrayer and that's why he's been horrible to me. i don't diss you infront of eunice. i'm telling the truth. is a relationship full of deceit and secrets what you want? why don't you tell eunice how you are at home and your horrible habits when you were younger and whatever.

would she feel disgusted? i spill your horrible habits when you were younger, the rubbish stuff you used to do. or rather, we used to do. the horrible things we did to our parents. why can't she know those? would she hate you or love you less or something.

i'm not the betrayer. you're the spoiler.

WHY SO EMO. IT'S CNY. maybe the cheena-ness is spoiling it all. cheena. whywhywhy!