MY EGO WENT BACK TO NORMAL! by normal i mean by a normal person's normal. not my normal, which is huge.

I HAD A NORMAL BAND PRAC TODAY! finallyyy! no more horrible sounds which i believe is caused by my trombone but on the other hand i believe i'm making excuses again. so i used the normal trombone today, since janine sent mine for repair. WILL BE BACK NEXT MONTH:O WHY SO SLOW!

I SOUNDED OKAYYYY! like not too bad. didn't have to put in as much effort as playing the bass trombone. didn't get frustrated or busy. lousy tonguing, but that'll improve over time!

MUST.NOT.FAIL.SECTION.AUDITION. so scared i will. but using the normal trombone should be easier than using bass. I SOUNDED LOUDER! yayyyyyyy.

no more demoralisation for me!:D