was in a terrible mood throughout band. extremely stuffy and hot near the spiral staircase for sectionals.

was extremely grumpy. but unlike leanne AND janine, i didn't snap at everybody at the chance i had to. leanne and janine were basically snapping at each other and pissing each other off. i just kept saying 'toh' under my breath to keep myself calm. so i sounded like a psychopath going 'toh, toh, toh, toh'. omg what is my problem with psychopaths?! i asked marvin khoo the psychopath question and apparently he knew it already. no fun.

yeah so whenever something went wrong i would swear 'bloody hell' under my breath. and get along. then i couldn't stand it and i started having spasms and struggled to stop having spasms.

so basically, very demoralised. cause i sucked. with the new big mouthpiece. extremely demoralised. so after sectionals ended at 4.30 i stoned for awhile. our pw group discussed stuff with marvin khoo for awhile. then i went back to practice. leewei was practising at the weird bench thing. so i went outside the band room there to practice.

was less grumpy. GOT A RIDE HOME FROM MARVIN! he actually planned to drop me off at orchard mrt station which is still good since i don't have to take the bloody bus. then he said he was super early and so he sent me all the way home. his car is nice. and it reminded me of desouza's car. later to realise it IS THE SAME CAR.

and i learnt a lot about the conductors. loads and loads. marvin khoo is such a blabbermouth. i might use that as useful blackmail stuff. hmmmmmmm:/ shall not put those stuff up on the blog. not good to blabber stuff about conductors to everybody! mwaahahahahah.

I SHOULD'VE BROUGHT MY TROMBONE HOME DAMMIT. when i learnt that he was sending me home i asked him to stop so i could take my trombone only to realise the band room was locked. __ why do they have to close it so early. i mean uh hummmm, why does she have to close it so early.

so it was a good ride home. duh better than taking bus, mrt and bus and walking before reaching home. and so now i'm in a good mood!

school was boring. fell asleep in every lesson besides lang arts. sighhhh. bio was the worse. i fell asleep 10 times. 3 minutes each. the other half of the time was spent struggling with myself to keep awake. how pathetic.

i'm turning into a mundane, boring person:/