well had band today. sectionals with sebastian. was okay, pretty fun. and i think i improved somehow a lot. or probably due to THE NORMAL TROMBONE:D

had a new mouthpiece! brando gave me like two, and i don't know why. such a waste of money to give me two and choose between the more preferred one and throw the other one inside the case or cupboard or something. so i gave the other one to janine so she could give hers to wy. how nice of me:D

i think i sound much better. after band leanne, kym and chloe had a double birthday outing which i was unable to attend due to stupid chinese tuition>:(

gahhh i spent like 1/2 hr roaming around the shopping centre doing nothing and buying black pepper ribs and taquitos. how interesting:/ i became the teacher's pet cause apparently she thought that i was a chinese pro, wow. and i didn't fall asleep in class like the last time. so she probably saw the improvement.

came home, watched tv. printed out "Please Forgive Me" 's piano scoresheet and tried it out on the piano. played the piano for awhile more. bathed. had dinner. now back on the comp. what a no life i am.

maybe i should stop being so self-absorbed. but after you lose all self-absorbency(whatever the term is) you find yourself so self-conscious. too self-conscious in fact. and very, very miserable. why can't there be something in the middle. something just right. but who created the concept of 'just right' anyway? why is there always a norm and the weirdness for everything.

and why am i talking rubbish and not being happy like back in 1sy again. :(