i have a bad feeling about section auditions:( somehow..

my ego has been on a roller-coaster ever since the start of the year. now it's in the wavy part of the ride, stuck in between or something.

so i changed to a smaller mouthpiece today. is that supposed to be good? i mean i could hold a note for 16 counts, which i normally can't with the bigger mouthpiece. not even 10 counts. but the bigger mouthpiece gave me something to push towards. to constantly push lots and lots of air and i really had to have a lot of air. and now this smaller mouthpiece...

and i've a fever today. it was burning early in the morning. referring to my fever. and i was shivering. went home at 10am. i insisted on going for band so i took a cab at about 2.15 or so.

i feel like i need an mc for tomorrow.

sighhh sometimes i feel like i'm doing okay, sometimes i feel like i've done terrible.

and i think i've flunked my lang arts test, must ask ms chow for a retest. i was shivering while doing the damn paper!

bad mood..